R.I.P Roman (my brother)

Dear Roman (bubba), I miss you so much you dont even know. I wish you were here to hlep me wit my problems. I just can't believe you passed away. You were the best and always will be. Everyday i wake up and get dressed for you. Everything that i do is for you except some of the stupid stuff that i do. I try and finish my life for you bcuz i know that you weren't ready to die yet but you did anyways. I try not to cry at school. I also try not to cry at home bcuz i know mom will come in and ask me wats wrong and start crying. I just wish you were here! You broke everyones heart when you died. I know that your in a better place now but i dont want you up there i want you down here! I need help bubba i have so many problems that i need help with. I dont need friend help or family help i need brother help (not stevens help either). You were and still are the best brother i have ever had and ever will have i just miss you so much and wish you were here. I know how you use to torcher me but i didnt really care bcuz thats wat brothers and sisters are suppose to do. Anyone who reads this and if you have a brother or sister tell them that you love them before its to late bcuz you never know wats gonna happen. They might just be in a car or wit some friends and your not wit them and they all of a sudden go to the hospital and end up dying. Just make sure you tell them that even though you may fight all the time you should still tell them that. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ROMAN!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Love your baby sis (lissa)